I thought I would be better at this. I thought this was my dream. But these days I can’t seem to get any traction. My life feels floaty and ungrounded. I have things to do, and things I want to do, and things I ought to do, and things I have always wished I could … Continue reading Pandemic Diary: Day 49*
If I Was Smart, I’d Stop Checking Media
I hate the world. I hate politics. I hate Trump. I hate Republicans. I hate Democrats I hate the news. I hate Facebook and Twitter and Instagram. They’re all games. And I have my “teams.” I have sides I “root” for. “And if they don’t win it’s a shame It’s one, two, three strikes you’re … Continue reading If I Was Smart, I’d Stop Checking Media
Feeding the Holy
I got an email from Jamie Wheal of the Flow Geonome project the other day The subject line was: “Feeding the Holy.” He explained that Feeding the Holy is the Mayan concept of how we keep the wheels on the world when they show very real signs of coming off. Here are some of his … Continue reading Feeding the Holy
From Palm Trees to Pine Trees
Now I am a serious blogger. I know this because I am posting from Gate D2 at the Charlotte Airport (CLT). I am feeling all bloggerly as I sit cheek by jowl with a whole buncha other people waiting for the (delayed) flight to Philly. Left Florida this morning. I liked a lot of what … Continue reading From Palm Trees to Pine Trees
A Rant: A Video on Facebook
The other day I watched a disturbing video on Facebook. It was about two teen kids who take their mother for granted their whole lives, then stand at her grave at the end, learning too late all of the sacrifices she made for them. The message was clearly: Don’t take your mother for granted. But … Continue reading A Rant: A Video on Facebook
The Ultimate Yogi Rescued Me From Impostor Syndrome
My 108th day of the Ultimate Yogi falls on July 6th. Today I decided when I get up on July 7th, I’m starting over. I can’t believe I’m saying this. I’ve done nothing but whine since Day 1 that this program takes too much time. It takes one whole hour a day. But on Hard … Continue reading The Ultimate Yogi Rescued Me From Impostor Syndrome
Slow Gardening
My streaks are starting to become hard and wearying. I am struggling with the yoga and I am struggling with what to write each week on the blog. The yoga is hard because of the time commitment and also because a lot of the practices are physically hard to do, and continue to be hard … Continue reading Slow Gardening
A Real Find
Yesterday was a cold damp day. I’d been reading Where the Crawdads Sing and thinking about abandonment. I wasn’t abandoned like Kya, the protagonist in that book, but I was abandoned psychologically. My mother was checked out, and always in some feud with her own family: her mother, her twin sister, her brothers. I didn’t … Continue reading A Real Find
Taking Inventory
I just watched Lavendaire. She’s really cute. She's living a life I think a lot of people of her generation dream of: YouTube star. She dispenses wisdom, and makes that wisdom look trendy and cool. Her wisdom is legit, though. This is not a diss. Today she was talking about 5 habits that you must … Continue reading Taking Inventory
My Definition of Gentle Yoga
The Yoga Challenge is over and I just put out my May calendar. I have two days back-to-back off from teaching this month. I am reclaiming my old Wednesdays off, and Jessie is teaching Core Yoga on Thursdays for the month. Not only do I get to take a class (!!!!) but I'll get some … Continue reading My Definition of Gentle Yoga
